Converging practices of stance and style

Central to the analytical procedures of this study is the sociolinguistic notion of styling and social identities (Coupland Reference Coupland2007). Aligning with Coupland's model, the study adopts a dynamic approach to identity as an active discursive process. In the data analyzed here, the participants are engaged in ‘mundane’ performances (i.e. everyday, not staged), and these are performances in which use of HHNL indexes certain stances directly during interaction. Those stances in turn index gendered personae that the participants speak through; that is, these personae are indirectly indexed by HHNL and are mediated by stances, carrying interpersonal consequences (Ochs Reference Ochs, Duranti and Goodwin1992; Jaffe Reference Jaffe and Alexandra2009). Indexicality (Silverstein Reference Silverstein2003), as deployed in this study, refers to a semiotic process through which associations are made between identities and linguistic and nonlinguistic forms including styles. In the case of gender and sexual identities, these associations take place mostly indirectly as described above—a process in which acts and/or stances are indexed first via forms (e.g. features of HHNL)—and it is the stance or act that then indexes femininity or masculinity in a local context (Ochs Reference Ochs, Duranti and Goodwin1992). Rigid regulatory frameworks, of school and gender in this case, constitute fundamental frameworks to conform to or depart from, and particular features of style are selected for use rather than a wholesale enactment of a socially salient style (Jaffe Reference Jaffe and Alexandra2009). The selection of style features may entail a variety of activities that sit on a cline from ephemeral (e.g. temporary alignment with stances or even fleeting language play) to more enduring processes such as identity projection (Cutler Reference Cutler2015). These performances are also recontextualized when macro-level frames (i.e. sociocultural), meso-level frames (i.e. genre and social role), and micro-level frames (i.e. interpersonal) shift, and this process of constructing context will also be attended to during analysis.

Agency

Agency here refers to a discursive mobilization of a capacity to act (Ahearn Reference Ahearn, Jaspers, Jan-Ola and Verschueren2010) in relation to sexuality. What this means in practice is that the capacity to act on sexual desires, or importantly also to not act on them, is constructed through positioning of interlocutors in conversation via sexual or nonsexual subject positions that are also imbued with a sense of ‘actorhood’ in relation to sex. These sexually agentive subject positions are ascribed, resisted, aligned to, and performed depending on the positioning of subjects in interaction (Thompson Reference Thompson2011; B. King Reference King2014a,Reference Kingb). It is important not to dichotomize structure and agency (Eckert Reference Eckert2012; Bell Reference Bell and Coupland2016); rather the focus should be on how participants ‘use cultural and linguistic resources both flexibly and fixedly’ (Harissi et al. Reference Harissi, Otsuji and Pennycook2012:540) as they contend with powerful ideologies about gender and sexuality that form part of the broader sociocultural context of interaction. Styling and other strategies are seen to play a key part in a speaker's limited yet real potential to subvert dominant ideologies and ‘work free’ from social constraints (Coupland Reference Coupland2007:84). Ideologies of gender and sexual identity circulate as discourses in society and can place structural constraints on the resources that are available for gender performances (Cameron Reference Cameron, Ehrlich, Meyerhoff and Holmes2014). This means they are key to sexual agency (B. King Reference King2014a), for young people must work out how their subjectivities and social identities can become entwined with these constructs as part of performativity.

Performativity is a theory with a ‘queer linguistic’ legacy and is most commonly associated with the work of Judith Butler (Milani Reference Milani, Barrett and Hall2018). Performativity as deployed in language research relies on Butler's idea that when we talk, we materialise (evoke) gender ideals by indexing (pointing to) them. Verbal as well as other performances come off as something regardless of intention, mean something, and do their work because they draw on similar performances, reiterating what has worked in the past (Eckert & McConnell-Ginet Reference Eckert and McConnell-Ginet2013). This notion has proved to be indispensable in studies of gender in sociolinguistics, yet Hall (Reference Hall, Ehrlich, Meyerhoff and Holmes2014) has pointed out that Butler undertheorizes the local. That is, Butler has little to say about the forces that come to bear on these performances and thereby ‘tip the scales’ between success and failure. To use performativity most productively in ethnographic study one must ‘localize what constitutes “felicitous” and “infelicitous” performances of gender and sexual identity within the language ideologies circulating in specific communities of practice’ (Hall Reference Hall, Ehrlich, Meyerhoff and Holmes2014:235). This is the approach taken to performativity in the current study, with such language ideologies and their indexicalities always analysed in relation to field work observations.

Gender and indexicality

In poststructuralist approaches to gender, an effort is made to steer clear of asking what gender differences are manifest in a given interaction and instead to ask how gender came to make a difference in that interaction (MacKinnon Reference MacKinnon1987, cited in Cameron Reference Cameron1992). This distinction highlights the need to investigate orientations to norms of masculinity and femininity in order to get closer to an understanding of how other social constructions (such as sexual agency) can be in a mutually constitutive relationship with masculinities and femininities (cf Holmes, Marra, & Lazzaro-Salazar Reference Holmes, Marra and Lazzaro-Salazar2017). In terms of norms, Connell (Reference Connell1987; Connell & Messerschmidt Reference Connell and Messerschmidt2005) has theorized that certain norms of masculinity, although they are sociohistorical and subject to change, are hegemonic and so tend to remain ascendant above norms of femininity as well as other norms of masculinity that might abound in a given place and time. It is important to keep in mind that hegemonic masculinity is normative but not particularly normal, meaning that no one is likely to fully enact or embody it successfully (Milani Reference Milani2011). As a theoretical construct, it refers to a normative representation of the most honoured way of being a man (Connell & Messerschmidt Reference Connell and Messerschmidt2005) and is distinguished from other forms of masculinity. This representation is composed of qualities that, defined as ‘manly’ as part of the hegemonic masculine ideal, create and perpetuate a hierarchical relationship to femininity, ensuring the dominant position of men and the subordination of women (Schippers Reference Schippers2007; Milani Reference Milani and Tommaso2015). In other words, when indexed (i.e. called forth via language use) these traits are associated with masculinity as positioned hierarchically above femininity. This concept of hegemonic masculinity plays a key role in the analysis.

If one is to fruitfully apply hegemonic masculinity as a theoretical construct during empirical investigation, it becomes necessary to identify its traits within the culture(s) of one's participants. For the purposes of the present study, New Zealand is an industrialised society that has been heavily influenced by Western thought as a legacy of nineteenth-century British imperialism. The participants have all grown up in New Zealand, a colonial context in which regulatory structures of gender and sexuality that are grounded in Oceania sit in tension with British colonial versions (B. King Reference King2017). However, it is the colonial that often holds sway in the institutional setting of schools (B. King Reference King2017). Additionally, as outlined below, Hip Hop culture in New Zealand has been seen to circulate misogynistic tropes and to favour masculinity in its performances (cf. Williams Reference Williams2017 in South Africa), and this evidence ties HHNL to hegemonic masculinity because of the ideologies sitting behind such positionings.

Furthermore, it is essential to discuss femininity as part of this theoretical framework, for hegemonic femininities also have a powerful influence as discursive ideals that sit behind feminine performances (Charlebois Reference Charlebois, Holmes and Marra2010; Schnurr, Zayts, & Hopkins Reference Schnurr, Zayts and Hopkins2016). As explored above, although feminine abstract ideals in a society can exert a hegemonic form of dominance of their own, masculinity is ascendant in that regard; furthermore, in addition to being merely subordinate, versions of femininity that draw upon traits of hegemonic masculinity are what Schippers (Reference Schippers2007:95) terms pariah femininities:

Thus, displaying a stance of enthusiasm for (hetero)sex, for example, poses a problem for femininity performance by women and girls because it increases the likelihood of being pejoratively labelled a ‘slut’ or some equivalent, denigrating category, and thus becoming a victim of its stigma (i.e. a sexual pariah). Extensive discourse-analytical studies have borne witness to the magnitude of importance attached by girls in particular to the avoidance of being labelled a slut or any other ‘whore stigma’ term (Eckert & McConnell-Ginet Reference Eckert, McConnell-Ginet, Hall and Bucholtz1995; Sutton Reference Sutton, Hall and Bucholtz1995; Eckert Reference Eckert2000; Skapoulli Reference Skapoulli2009; Herring & Stoerger Reference Herring, Stoerger, Ehrlich, Meyerhoff and Holmes2014). In the context of Hip Hop culture, Williams (Reference Williams2017) draws attention to over-sexualization of female participants, and their resistance to being positioned as enthusiastic for sex, demonstrating in his analysis of a Hip Hop dance contest that the women are resistant to being placed in a ‘pornified’ subject position by a male MC; they are (understandably) reluctant to participate on those terms, and this is consistent with the above mentioned need to manage the slut stigma. This is not to suggest that women completely avoid all association with ways of speaking that, within the immediate context, evoke qualities of hegemonic masculinity, for to do so would be to abandon the use of linguistic resources that have multiple meanings attached to them (Johnson Reference Johnson, Johnson and Meinhof1997). However, it does mean that accessing them for whatever social purpose might require careful mitigation via the indexing of hegemonically feminine qualities, whether this is done previously, concurrently, or subsequently. During the analysis below it becomes clear that girls who use discursive strategies that performatively draw on hegemonic masculinity via Hip Hop styling and other practices, whether it is done intentionally or not, do need to contend with ‘sluttiness’ as a ‘looming’ pariah femininity, and therefore mitigations also indeed become part of the unfolding action.

In summary, to explore the sociolinguistics of Hip Hop styling and sexual agency in a sexuality-education discussion, full attention must be paid to practices that might be indexing certain ‘ideals’ of gender that hold hegemonic sway over the meanings being created. As Williams (Reference Williams and Tommaso2015, Reference Williams2017) has pointed out, there is also an urgent need to explore these themes in Hip Hop sociolinguistics. The next section outlines the background of Hip Hop globally and locally in order to contextualize the study further.

Connecting to global Hip Hop while ‘keeping it real’

Although Hip Hop had its beginnings in the US, it has extended far beyond its foundational status as an expression of African American culture (Alim, Ibrahim, & Pennycook Reference Alim, Ibrahim and Pennycook2009; Terkourafi Reference Terkourafi2010), to become a ‘global style community’ of the ‘Global Hip Hop Nation’ (Alim Reference Alim2009). That is, there is now a worldwide array of local versions of Hip Hop (both in terms of music and everyday talk) that all draw selectively on the ideologies of Hip Hop Culture, thus connecting globally, with each also serving as a localized form of identity expression. Hip Hop Nation Language (HHNL) comprises an array of linguistic features that are borrowed and adapted (Cutler Reference Cutler2015), as well as various Hip Hop cultural concepts (Pichler & Williams Reference Pichler and Williams2016), all of which are used for indexical meaning-making but no longer linked indexically to Black racial identity or African American ethnicity (Cutler Reference Cutler2015). What its deployment more often entails is the ‘taking on’ of stylized personae and speaking through them (Williams Reference Williams2017), personae that are indirectly indexed by language via certain stances during interaction (Bucholtz Reference Bucholtz and Jaffe2009). This process of linking stances and personae in interaction is explored in some detail during the analysis.

Sexuality education in New Zealand

Despite the existence of a robust and advanced curriculum for the subject, the provision (or not) of sexuality education as part of the curriculum at senior level is left to the discretion of schools and is often left out of academic programs (Allen Reference Allen2005; Jackson & Weatherall Reference Jackson and Weatherall2010). At the level of junior secondary school, all state schools provide sexuality education in consultation with the local school community, which in most cases ends up comprising a brief unit conducted in third or fourth form, as part of the health curriculum, sometimes by outside providers (e.g. Family Planning New Zealand) and often by the school's teachers. In the present study, the past experiences of class members varied widely in terms of sex education, but ethnographic interviews revealed that all had at least been through the minimal type of program described above. Most described these past experiences as unsatisfying because of the immature behaviour of self and/or peers at the time, and there was a consensus in the class that they wanted to take sex education much more seriously now that they were older. The students in this health class stated clearly that they wanted to be inclusive of all sexual orientations, and were very much against bullying and did not condone it (in line with a school-wide effort), but they acknowledged that they did not enact these inclusive ideals consistently enough. There was also consensus amongst them that the wider school property was not a safe space for gendered or sexual minorities. I myself observed during ethnographic observation that terms like dyke and lesbo were used as insults by some students in the school grounds. Suffice it to say that a minority sexual subject position would have been a problematic one to fill, even in a relatively inclusive community such as this class. These realities are relevant during the analysis.

With a consensus on the above points established, Mr. J and the students had set out to create a ‘safe space’ for the discussion of sexuality. During a class meeting in the first weeks of term, a set of guidelines had been collaboratively created, and all had agreed to follow it (e.g. to always listen to others and to be discreet about each other's contributions), and during their ethnographic interviews these guidelines were frequently referred to as a kind of ‘touchstone’. But as the sexuality education unit approached, a sense emerged (during ethnographic interviews) that this safe space had not been fully achieved, and it was a group of Pasifika girls, including Luana, who had felt somewhat marginalized and were perceived that way by others. After another meeting, the students agreed to cooperate with Mr. J's interventions, and the goal of making everyone feel more comfortable was ultimately achieved. Aside from pointing out some problematic behaviours and imposing a new seating plan, another aspect of Mr. J's classroom management that contributed to the Pasifika students’ willingness to participate was the fact that all students were allowed to contribute in ways most comfortable and meaningful for themselves, and this openness included a place for Hip Hop Nation Language.

Following Luana

As an overview of this section, the analysis follows Luana as she participates in the carousel discussion (see above). In extracts (1)–(3), which occurred about three-quarters of the way through the broader activity, Luana had an experience related to sexual agency that she then retold to others as she circulated around the carousel, recontextualizing for each shifting interpersonal framing and, at meso-level, shifting in genres of talk and social roles (e.g. student vs. cousin vs. friend). Her negotiations of sexual subject positionings, sexual agency, and social identities were numerous in this section, and they inflected with other interactive work. Most specifically they interacted with norms of masculinity and femininity, norms that she drew upon in an alternating fashion depending on her needs and the context. Styling played an important role as she ‘keyed’ each stylization (e.g. playful vs. serious), permitting insight into her motivations (Coupland Reference Coupland2007), which ranged from language play, to stance taking, to identity projection depending on the context and her interlocutor. The process of styling served as a discourse strategy that permitted language use to be linked to social identities, and performativity also played an important role as part of inferential meaning making.

In extract (1) below we hear from Liam and Luana.Footnote ⁵ Over the term together in health class up to this point, the two of them had become friendly. Luana would often ‘high-five’ Liam as she entered the room and clearly approved of him as a person. In this extract Liam and Luana were temporarily paired together; the final question that they address is number 12: ‘Are you offended when a straight person of the opposite sex comes on to you’. As it was her turn to be the asker, Luana put the question to Liam. He answered it and soon turned it back on her, but with a twist that placed the two of them in sexual-agency performance together, creating much laughter. The task of working through a list of preset questions created a meso-level framing by setting a genre in which the institutional role of student was highly relevant and, at least initially, superseded other identities and roles.

1. (1) Liam and Luana: Would YOU be offended?

   1. 1

      Luana: are you offended

      when a straight person of the other sex comes on (.) to you

   2. 2

      Liam: (4) //not really//

   3. 3

      Luana: //so if a// GUY came onto YOU liam HOW would you feel

   4. 4

      Liam: when a straight person of the OTHER (.) sex

      which would be YOU

      FEmale

   5. 5

      Luana: eh:::::::

   6. 6

      Liam: i I wouldn't really be that offended

      i wouldn't really mind (.) that much

   7. 7

      Luana: thank you

   8. 8

      Liam: (quickly) you're welcome

      would YOU be offended

      (3) if I came onto you right here (.) in this //xxxx//

   9. 9

      Luana: ((laughing uproariously))

   10. 10

       Liam: ((joins in laughing)) that was pretty good there

   11. 11

       Luana: ((continues laughing uproariously))

   12. 12

       Liam: ((laughing)) that was funny

   13. 13

       Luana: ((tears of laughter in voice)) hey YOU'RE another buzz killer bro

       ((interrupted by teacher for rotation))

In turn 1, the question itself, by suggesting that one could take offence in this situation (or fail to), ascribed agency to the sexual subject of the imagined situation. Additionally, the simple present construction and its assumption of a wealth of experience with ‘being come on to’ and responding actively to it, placed the respondent in the position of an on-going sexual agent who was anything but passive. In this indirect manner, the question therefore recognised the respondent's agency. The classroom activity thus served as a meso-level frame and positioned Luana, in her student role, as sexually agentive, making her own sexuality highly relevant to the task at hand. This meso-level framing began to interact with the macro-level framing of gender and society at the sociocultural level and with the micro-level framing of her personal relationship with Liam (and later others). Thus it instigated a rather complicated process in which Luana had to ‘juggle’ various identity performances simultaneously in relation to sexuality. One of the ways that she achieved this was by drawing upon features of HHNL, a process that becomes evident below.

In turn 3, Luana misunderstood the question, thinking that Liam was being asked to respond to an advance from another man. Liam corrected her, and in so doing ascribed sexual agency to her, and he did so in direct relation to himself. In turn 4 he said:

• when a straight person of the OTHER (.) sex

  which would be YOU

  FEmale

To change the focus of the question in this way was an interesting choice on Liam's part, for Luana was then positioned as having asked Liam ‘Would you be offended if I came on to you?’ and this was not the original ‘force’ of the question at all. This shift in interpersonal framing positioned the two speakers differently in relation to one another and recontextualized the interaction quite suddenly. Luana did not actively resist this positioning, and so Liam continued, saying quite plainly that he would not really mind. Luana responded by saying “thank you” and Liam said “you're welcome” and the two of them aligned to sexually agentive subject positions, and this in relation to one another. It is also important to observe that there had been a complication of role and spoken genre in this interaction, with the meso-level framing of ‘class activity’ and its concomitant student roles receding. There is a shift in genre emerging, moving more towards intimate conversation as certain ‘boundaries’ were crossed in terms of mutual positioning. This framing began to have recontextualizing effects on the interaction.

In turn 8, Liam then turned the question around, saying “would you be offended if I came on to you right here” and the rest of what he said was eclipsed by Luana's explosive laughter, which continued for some time. In the absence of post-recording member checking (unfortunately not consented to by the participants due to their busy lives), it is difficult to be certain about Liam's intention in this exchange (i.e. verbal play vs. sincerity), but it is clear that he had altered the key of the interaction. Regardless of his intention, Luana applied her own keying via her laughter, and Liam aligned to her treatment of it as a humorous incident. Liam's use of the term “right here” had ‘changed the game’, recontextualizing and intensifying their mutual sexual agency from a hypothetical ‘would’ into the ‘here and now’ (or there and then, if you prefer). It was a sexual agency performance on his part. For Luana's part, by laughing loudly (and quite authentically, with tears in her voice by the end) she responded to the sexual subject position that had been ascribed her, one that she had aligned to a moment before when it had still been hypothetical and framed less ambiguously as on-task classroom discourse in line with their role as students. By keying Liam's question as a very funny joke (and calling him a “buzz killer”, someone who ruins your good time or good mood), Luana called an end to the game and performatively resignified their ‘sexual agent’ identity projections as play rather than overt sexuality. Finally in turn 13 we see the first instance of Hip Hop styling by Luana, which can be defined as vowel lengthening, syllable expansion and contraction, and stress and rhythm that approximates African American Vernacular English (AAVE) (Cutler Reference Cutler1999). Her switch to this type of styling was brief here but evidenced by her use of the HHNL inspired slang term ‘buzz killer’ and emphatic stress pattern. It is the first hint we get of a stance that Luana took, one that pointed to a persona of the swag Hip Hop head who is in control (Williams Reference Williams2017). It is also the first hint of an oppositional stance indicating that she did not enjoy being positioned that way by Liam.

It is important to note that the power dynamics in this exchange shift considerably depending on whether it was a man or a woman placed in the position of being the ‘hypothetical’ recipient of sexual attention. Liam responded quite frankly (i.e. keyed in a sincere tone), saying that he would not be offended by an advance from Luana, but when Luana was asked to assess her own response to Liam's ‘hypothetical’ advances, she avoided giving an answer. Granted, as observed above, Luana was responding after Liam had intensified the situation by shifting their interpersonal framing; however, it might be that she ‘dodged’ the question because the answer would constitute a different social-identity performance for a young woman. Luana had to navigate the attendant slut stigma, and perhaps the ‘right here, right now’ framing of Liam's question was too much of a social risk for her to take. Luana soon moved on in the rotation to work with other groups, who had been unable to help overhearing her raucous laughter, and she readily related the incident. These reports evolved into a narrative, and the telling led to further recontextualizations and performances in relation to sexuality, sexual agency, and Hip Hop styling.

The first person to hear about it was Callum, someone who knew Liam fairly well in the context of this CofP. They were friends in health class, but they did not ‘hang out’ together otherwise, according to their ethnographic interviews. As she did with Liam, Luana saw Callum, as well as Ben and Isaac (who feature as listeners in extract (4)), as her classroom friends, and seemed to like them and feel comfortable with them. In extract (2) Callum inquired about her conversation with Liam, and she then related the incident, adjusting for their interpersonal framing by drawing on Hip Hop styling as part of stance-taking and thus social identity negotiation.

1. (2) Callum and Luana, part 1: He killed my buzz

   1. 1

      Luana: ((crossing from previous table, where Liam remains)) MY god

      that's just SO bad (.) ((short loud laugh))

   2. 2

      Callum: what'd liam SAY to you

   3. 3

      Luana: aw ((almost laughs again))

      cause we were on number:::

      twelve↑ ((short laugh))

      aw::: ((starts laughing again))

      (.) and I ASKED him the question he was like

      no i wouldn't be offended

      would YOU be offended if i came on to you (.) RIGHT now

      i was like WHAT the F::::::

      ((high pitch)) he KILLEd my BUZZ

   4. 4

      Callum: ((laughing))

   5. 5

      Luana: i mean I↑ just can't acCEPT↑ that shit callum

   6. 6

      Callum: ((laughs a bit))

   7. 7

      Luana: that's just unacCEPT↑able↓

      i mean it's not in my DICtionary↑

      it's not in my BOOKS↑

      (1) ((more evenly)) HE'S in my buzz killer book

   8. 8

      Callum: when did you=

   9. 9

      Luana: =HIT me with (.) number 13

      SAY it out loud

In the retelling, Luana related being placed in a sexually agentive subject position by Liam and actively resisted this positioning, rekeying the telling of the incident with less humour and less benignly than in extract (1) while adjusting for a different interpersonal framing (i.e. reporting what happened to another boy who was Liam's friend). Her intonation throughout most of the extract was widely varying and therefore came across as emphatic. It is at this point that Luana began a sustained use of Hip Hop styling. As a discourse strategy it permitted her to imply a number of meanings, which then had to be managed in turn.

Callum was of course unaware of the precise way in which the original incident had unfolded, but late in turn 3 Luana reported the words that had shifted the framing of her discussion with Liam and thus their interactional context. She reported that Liam had said “would YOU be offended if i came on to you (.) RIGHT now”, and this was a fair representation of what he had said (except that Liam said “right here” instead of “right now”). She then immediately quoted her thoughts at the time, saying “i was like WHAT the F:::::” thereby beginning a series of statements in which she recontextualized the events for Callum as something that she could barely even comprehend (see extract (2), lines 6 and 7). She began to repair her social identity as a young woman in the class and work through the implications for her own subjectivity, ‘trying out identity meanings’ in the process (Harissi et al. Reference Harissi, Otsuji and Pennycook2012). In telling Callum what had happened, she essentially had to reveal that Liam had projected sexual agency onto her in a very direct and immediate sense. The subsequent turns constituted a stance of resistance to that positioning in which Luana resignified sexual agency into a form that was more socially useful to her, drawing on Hip Hop styling in the process.

To begin with, Luana said in turn 7 “that's just unacCEPT↑able↓”, and this is where the resignification began as she managed her interpersonal framing with Callum and her other classmates. She then said (again in turn 7), “it's not in my DICtionary↑”, which could be interpreted as a way of saying that she had found herself ill-equipped for the situation she and Liam ended up in. By expressing her incredulity, however, she separated herself from the socially problematic sexual agency that Liam had evoked, asserting her own innocence. In this way she made it clear that she was a reluctant participant, and the slut stigma was held at bay. However, her deployment of Hip Hop styling in turns 7–9 carried certain implications of masculinity via braggadocio. Therefore this aspect of inferential meaning bolstered her act of resistance by performatively indexing dominance and swag control, yet it also called forth other social-identity positionings that then had to be managed in turn.

The following dialogue in extract (3) constitutes a continuation of the previous extract. There is no time gap between the two; rather, after explaining to Callum what had happened with Liam, they started to address question 13 (turns 1 and 2 are a repeat of the final turns in extract (2)).

1. (3) Callum and Luana, part 2: i LOVE boys

   1. 1

      Callum: when did you=

   2. 2

      Luana: =HIT me with (.) number 13

      SAY it out loud

   3. 3

      Callum: when did you choose your sexual orientation

   4. 4

      Luana: i do NOT know what that means

   5. 5

      Callum: like when did you

      when did you choose what sex you LIKE

   6. 6

      Luana: (2) at a very young age

      at about ten↑ i guess:::

      (booming voice) i LOVE boys::

   7. 7

      Callum: (laughing a bit) ((rare for Callum))

   8. 8

      Luana: i love them S:::O much

      (1) oh they are just SUCH good workers::

      (2) in BED

   9. 9

      Callum: (laughing a bit)

   10. 10

       Luana: yeah

       (1) thank you

       (1) YOUR turn

In turn 1, Callum began to ask question 13, and Luana oriented to his efforts to return the framing to one of on-task discussion and student roles, saying in turn 2, “HIT me with (.) number 13 SAY it out loud”. This way of talking marked a return to Hip Hop styling evidenced by vowel lengthening, syllable expansion and contraction, and stress and rhythm. In voicing her contribution in this way, Luana commanded the listener and indexed a swag, tough, street-wise ‘readiness for anything’, and so it is a solid example of braggadocio (Williams Reference Williams and Tommaso2015, Reference Williams2017), and the indirect indexing of a persona that is masculine gendered in the circuits of Hip Hop globally (Alim Reference Alim2011; Williams Reference Williams2017) and locally in New Zealand (Zemke-White Reference Zemke-White2005b). As outlined earlier in this article, my ethnographic fieldnotes indicate that Luana commonly deployed this style in the context of this CofP, and in this way she stood out from all the other girls in the class, including the other Pasifika girls because they rarely deployed this style, and if they did it was a less sustained performance. Throughout this extract, Luana maintained this Hip Hop styling, and it had specific effects that were useful to her.

Confronted with the term sexual orientation, Luana was unable to understand it and admitted so freely in turn 4. Callum rephrased it in a way that she understood, saying “when did you choose what sex you LIKE”. Luana replied that she “chose” at a very young age (citing age ten) and then went on to engage in a vociferous performance of sexual desire for boys. In turn 6, Luana said “i LOVE boys::” in a voice that certainly reached well beyond the ears of her discussion partner Callum. There was a din of voices in the room, with seven other similar conversations taking place, however her assertion of attraction to boys seems to have been intended for a broader audience. Perhaps this audience also includes myself as the researcher via the recording device. As pointed out in the previous section, Luana had managed to keep the slut stigma at bay, but at this point when asked about sexual orientation, she took a stance, emphasising that she was indeed sexually attracted to boys, and in fact very much cool and in control, sexually speaking. She ‘loved boys’, and in fact performed sexual agency by suggesting that she had first-hand experience with the ‘work’ that boys do ‘in bed’. And so, braggadocio is once again called forth.

Subsequent to her earlier assertions to Callum that she had been a reluctant recipient of Liam's sexual attention, this performance of sexual agency could be read as a follow-up repair to her performance of sexual identity/orientation. Perhaps the ‘spectre of homosexuality’ (Cameron Reference Cameron, Johnson and Meinhoff1997:61) was making its presence felt as a result of common associations between masculinity and lesbian identity in the preunderstood social ecology (McElhinney Reference McElhinney, Hall and Bucholtz1995; Morrish & Sauntson Reference Morrish and Sauntson2007; Jones Reference Jones2012, Reference Jones and Tommaso2015). Therefore, it could be argued that Luana felt motivated to distance herself from a lesbian ‘butch’ identity, which had been observed to be problematic in this school and peer group context (see Context of this study). As the next extract demonstrates, Luana began to baldly assert a straight identity to the next group while she continued working to come to terms with her conversation with Liam.

It could also be argued that Luana's sustained Hip Hop styling added to the need for her to go bald on record about her attraction to men. As observed earlier, Hip Hop braggadocio is masculine-gendered both because of its positioning in New Zealand (and global) Hip Hop culture but also because of habitual practices locally in which it was done almost exclusively by boys. The Hip Hop styling observed in this CofP bears some of the hallmarks of hegemonic masculinity outlined earlier in this article (i.e. hierarchy, dominance, and overt heterosexuality). It is interesting that Luana's stylized expression of sexual agency in “I LOVE boys, they're such good workers in bed” could be read as a display of ‘heterosexual’ attraction and dominance, two elements in this list. Ethnographic observations revealed that at other times Luana drew upon tough threats of confrontation (e.g. ‘Let's take it over there’) and continual swag references to hierarchy in that whichever classroom group she might find herself in was always framed as ‘the best’. This sustained use of HHNL features and practices and their indexed stance could, on her part, be argued to be a projection of a masculine gender identity via the enactment of a gendered persona. However, aligning to a cultural discourse of dominance does not always entail a ‘desire for masculinity’ (Kiesling Reference Kiesling2011), or a desire to be taken as masculine. Rather, it could be more directly related to a desire to ‘reject overtly feminine styles’ (Jones Reference Jones2014:183) and thus rework the category of ‘woman’ or ‘girl’. As the carousel activity turned one more rotation, and Luana once again adjusted the interpersonal framing to accommodate new interlocutors (i.e. boys once again), it began to emerge that she did remain committed to being ‘taken as a girl’ on the heterosexual market. And styling once again allowed her to convey meanings for her audience.

1. (4) Luana, Ben, and Isaac: WHAT the FUCK!

   1. 1

      Isaac: ((reading aloud)) what have been your reactions to answering these

      //questions//

   2. 2

      Ben: //oh uhhh// to the questions we've answered

   3. 3

      Luana: I found it SO well until it came to number twelve

      that LIam was just being a little SHIT

   4. 4

      Ben: ((pointing at recorder and laughing))

   5. 5

      Isaac: ((laughing))

   6. 6

      Luana: ((whispering into mic)) i take that back

   7. 7

      Ben: why::

   8. 8

      Luana: well::::

      (1) I asked him if he was ofFENDed when a straight PERson

      M::::E::

      STRAIGHT

      ((high pitch and squeaky)) i AM straight

      (1) of the other sex comes on (.) to you↑

      and he goes

      (1) no (.) i don't feel (.) offended (.) by (.) a (.) girl (.) that

      comes on to me

      why (.) would you feel it if i came on to you (.) right NOW↑

      and i was like

      ((high pitch)) WHAT the FUCK↑

      i just got really ofFEND↑ed

      right THERE ((laughing during word ‘there’))

      ((laughter in group)) HE like just came and aTTACKED me like

      he came ON to me

      i was like (.) ((small quiet voice)) OH (.) back off

      i thought OH

   9. 9

      Isaac: ((small laugh to the sound ‘hmm’))

Speaking to Ben and Isaac, Luana related her evolving story about the incident with Liam. She continued to use Hip Hop styling in turns 3–8. At the beginning of turn 8 Luana raised pitch and said pointedly “M::::E:: STRAIGHT” and deployed a scooping intonation, one that indexed a stance saying that Ben and Isaac might require some convincing as to her ‘straightness’. She then escalated the emphasis even further, saying in a high, squeaky voice with a high rising and then low scooping intonation on the word ‘straight’, “i AM strai↑ght”. Ben and Isaac had said nothing to indicate any doubt about this stance, yet she repeatedly indexed it in a tone that suggested they required convincing. This is perhaps because she was preparing to tell them about her rejection of Liam's come on. She quoted her thoughts once again (as with Callum before) saying “i was like ((high pitch)) WHAT the FUCK↑”, this time finishing the word ‘fuck’ and using a deeply scooped and then high rising ending, the effect of which was again to communicate incredulity. She then asserted for the first time that she had indeed been offended, which is of course what Liam's question had been (i.e. Would you be offended if I came on to you right here…). It seems that Luana had finally made sense of her own reaction. As before, this stance of reluctant participation and offence permitted her to avoid the slut stigma. Her prior emphatic insistence that she was straight balanced this achievement with the need to come across as being attracted to boys in spite of that reluctance and in spite of her projections of a masculine identity (either intentionally or otherwise) via Hip Hop styling and its citations of hegemonic masculinity (i.e. a pariah femininity) in the enactment of masculinized braggadocio and swag.

Finally it was through femininity performance, rather than bald-on-record assertions, that Luana rounded off her navigation of sexual agency. She finished her story with further quotation of her thoughts at the moment Liam ‘came on’ to her, but her styling changed considerably. Using a very different approach, stripped of the swagger and braggadocio of her earlier Hip Hop styling, she summed up her internal reaction as “OH (.) back off OH”. Each phrase was high pitch and breathy, with low rising then falling tone, which could be described as ‘lilting’. In Hall's now-classic telephone sex-worker study (Reference Hall, Hall and Bucholtz1995:200), the workers drew on a similar breathy, lilting style to sound more stereotypically feminine to their clients, and so it is plausible to suggest that Luana was indexing similar feminine stereotypes (and perhaps ‘emphasised femininity’ - Connell Reference Connell1987) via this persona. Sitting in contrast with the previous performances, an effect of this shift in style was a femininity performance drawing not on hegemonic masculinity but instead hegemonic femininity. By the end of the story, Luana thus reconciled straight identity projection with her rejection of a sexually agentive subject position by associating that rejection with femininity. As Kulick (Reference Kulick2003) has argued, to say no to a sexual advance is to (heteronormatively) call forth the sexual subject position ‘woman’. It is therefore interesting that femininity performance is where Luana's navigation took her.